Tuesday, March 19, 2013

My Thoughts About Life

The work that needs to be done in my life is actually a lot of things; depending on the day would be a lot of things jumbled together. These things have an effect on me by helping me take control and responsibilities on everything I need to get done within my life. It’s hard at times to be able to step up and help take care of things outside of my own life because if it comes to money, that’s something that I do not have, so if I have to pay for something out of pocket I have to ask a friend or a parent which makes me feel bad because I’m not able to help myself to my own money when I don’t have any. Then when it comes to my more everyday things outside of my own life, it ends up with watching kids and cleaning but these things make me a better person and a leader for I have to keep up with the kids that look up to me for advice or even someone to be there for them, the cleaning helps me relax and be a more independent person. Most independent people are better leaders because we have more senses of trusting that we will make the right decision on things opposed to having to rely on other people to make those decisions for us, no matter the decision be right or wrong. It is always better to do it by ourselves at times, and then whenever we need help we can ask for it. Sometimes though whenever we ask for help with standing up to someone or something we can’t always get it, so instead of trying to follow someone into “the fire” (being any situation), why not be a leader, and walk ourselves into it, without any worries or anything stopping us. Sometimes it is hard for us to be a leader but when it comes down to it most of the time everyone can have those special leadership skills that no one other than themselves can have. When being a leader it is tough for people to look up to you for advice which you might not have sometimes, so it’s hard for everyone or even anyone to step up to the plate and go for it. Especially at times when you have no clue what you even doing so it makes you a deer caught in headlights, but with those mistakes we as people learn to take on small responsibilities at a time and gradually get better at being a better person and a better leader. Opposed to just jumping out in the middle of everything all at once and being trapped like a bear in a bear-trap. This makes things harder for you to sometimes understand. So whenever it comes to my everyday things that I do, they make me a better leader because I know how to take on a lot of responsibility and it’s sometimes hard and I feel trapped, but I concore it and makes me a better leader and a better person to look up to in the end.

Monday, March 18, 2013

When the world doesn’t end ten years from now I will be….

In ten years from now I can see myself working as a mechanic in my own garage with my friends I work with all around me. I can also see me with two kids and being with my wonderful fiancé that I have today. It’s going to be a rough ride to get there but I will make it to those important points in my life because I will already be out of college and already be on my way to success with my life and my family that I will have ten years from now. I will be pretty happy with my life and all of the success that I have made. I might even go back to school to become a nurse or even a chef because those are two other things that I truly enjoy doing in my life along with mechanics. Mechanics though puts me at a good sense of ease, while cooking is something that I have enjoyed and would life to enjoy more professionally.  Then there is nursing, when it comes to that I would love to also be doing that ten years from now because I love helping people that are in need of someone else’s help. It’s something that has always come easy to me. To be any of those three things ten years from now would be a dream or even if I became a mechanic and a chef and then was in school for nursing that would be truly amazing to me. To be able to become many different things in your life no matter how much money it would cost because it is hard in today’s time to find a job I can only imagine what it’s going to be ten years from now. So I might be better off getting three different degrees from college for the three different things I want to learn.

Hey Chicka What’s Up??!

Depending on the crisis, would depend on who I would call. For the most part though if it was something really bad I would call my fiancé Brittany. She has always been there for me even when we were really close friends. I can always count on her to be there for me whenever I need her there the most. She has been a really good friend to me through the good times and the bad. No matter the situation she would always be there. For example, today she has to leave around noon to go to Carthage for a week in a half to babysit her dad’s dog. I was really afraid I wasn’t going to see her today after school today because I haven’t seen her in this past three day weekend. She knew how upset I was over her leaving without me seeing her, so she called her dad this morning at 7:40am and told him not to come get her till later in the evening so she could see me before she left, so I wouldn’t be as upset. She was there for me today by changing her plans for me so I could see her for at least a couple hours more opposed to just seeing her this morning for ten minutes. That’s the person I would call in a need of a crisis.

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

When Alone Cower in a Corner :)

We are never truly alone, for goodness sakes we are in a world with over five billion people. There are times that we might find ourselves alone but we are never truly alone for there are people all around us at all times, no matter it be actual people, spirits, angels, demons or even animals. No matter what we are never alone, even though there are times we feel like we are, and those times might happen more than never. For example whenever my mother passed away I felt like I was alone, like she had left me behind, I felt alone and abandoned for over two years, it makes me feel alone to be one of the only few people without a mother, but hey that’s life because there are always other people that can step into that place and make it seem not so lonely. There might even be other people out there who truly knows what that is like, but we are never alone because out there in space somewhere there might even be some kind of other life forms or even people like us trying to reach out to us for the better or even the worse, but we will truly never know. So I say no we are never alone because there are a million and one things out there to make us not feel so alone in this world.

One last free summer before I become trapped into my everyday adult human life…….

In a world like there is today there is a lot that we can do as individuals but if I had to really choose I would want to go on a summer vacation to Orange Beach Alabama. I have heard it is a beautiful place to hang out, shop and just have a good time, no matter who you go with. I would want to go with a special person that I have in my life and just live like we were dying for the summer before I went away to college because you can never really and truly do something’s so great by yourself. Where would some of us be without a significant other, I would also enjoy traveling the world and riding on an airplane for the very first time in my life. I would want to go to France, China and Japan. It amazes me how their cultures vary from our very own. So I would want to learn about there culture, buy some of their amazing clothes and just have fun in the process of doing all these great things on ONE single summer break because you only live one and you only are eighteen or even nineteen once in your life. So why not have fun and be out there, just have fun with it and maybe even go with the flow of everyone in those cultures or even in your own and see where those things might lead you, you never know where you might end up. Those are the only few things I could think of doing that are outside of my home that I would want to do on a summer vacation, the only other thing I would want to do on a summer vacation is stay at home on the weekdays listen to music and read a good book. If money wasn’t a problem I would buy three or four series of books that I have been wanting and wanting to read so that way when I am cooped up I have something to do. That’s what I would do on a summer vacation before college.

Friday, March 8, 2013

To Be or Not To Be...Educated

There might be certain responsibilities of an educated person, but I believe everyone has their own certain responsibilities no matter whether they are educated or not. When you are educated no matter it is here at Pierce City or at Monett you have the responsibilities to be a better person, to better yourself within this world and actually take care of everything around you. You’re not supposed to run away from your duties, you’re supposed to act more like a leader and not a follower since you will be educated on most things and will be living on your own in the real world. Where when everything happens it’s just like a snowball effect on everything. Which if you are properly educated you will not have that problem because you will learn what is right and what is wrong whenever it comes in doing something. It is the same thing even if you are not an educated individual, because you still have those responsibilities that you must take on throughout the day. It also includes the, if you are a leader and a follower. If you are a leader no matter whether you are educated or not it will help you farther along in life, because most people look for someone who has been educated on a wide variety of things opposed to someone who hasn’t been. Whenever you become a follower and follow the crowd on everything that things they do, opposed to what you want to do for yourself. You become someone who isn’t a very independent individual which in life today will make things a lot harder on you. So in the long run its better to be an educated person on a lot of things opposed to someone who doesn’t know that much on things.

Thursday, March 7, 2013

A World without Computers

If the world today had no computers, everything would be different. Even our everyday lives would be different. For example if we didn’t have computers today, I would not be sitting here typing this and posting this to my blog. I would simply be writing it all out by hand and having to manually count out all the words that I write, so that way I can meet that required goal of two-hundred-fifty to three hundred word goal for today. If we had a life without computers some of us would be so lost in this world because most people rely on computers everyday of their life, if not every minute of their lives. There are even some businesses that would have to be shut down completely until they could figure out how to do all of their work without a computer. Our everyday lives would be better off without it because every day some kind of computer is running our lives. If we don’t get rid of computers soon they will be running our lives for every second of everyday besides whenever we sleep. Also, if we went without computers every ones lives would be a lot better. There might even be some people would go out and get a real job opposed to sitting on the computer all day playing games, or getting on different internet sites. So when it all comes down to it we need to go without computers to better our lives. When we better our lives we will become better people and in order to do that we all need to learn to go without computers.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Frighten Me Not!!

Whenever we describe courage, we see it as something we do whenever someone is in a need of help. Other people see it as something we do to overcome our greatest fears. I see it as something each and every person does a lot in their life to make themselves better. No matter if it is from making new friends on the first day of school, or even taking that first step in a relationship and saying “yes” to a date. Courage could be anything from helping a kid you don’t know, jumping off a bluff into the water or applying to a college. It’s something that defines each and every person as who they are and what they could become in the future, they just have to be courageous and choose the right decisions throughout their life. If I would have chosen to say in bed all day that would have been fine with me, but I found the courage to drag myself out of bed to come to school. Since after all I only have forty-one days left of school before I graduate. It takes a lot of courage to go through what I had to growing up, most of those decisions that got made for me or that I made make me who I am today. It makes me happy to see the person I have become through this far in my life; I can only imagine how it’s going to be five years from now.

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Back In Time

It seems like forever ago, but I’m not going to lie it was a rough time the beginning of my freshmen year. It was all something completely new to me. The lockers were a bit small but at least they were smaller than me so I didn’t get crammed into it but some random senior. The first couple of days were pretty rough, because I had to get the feel of everything so new to me. No matter it be the people around me, the new teachers, or even the hallways crowded full of people. Looking back on that it was an all-new experience to me, if I wouldn’t have come to school for first day I would have felt so out of place and wouldn’t have been able to get through everything all by myself. I’m glad I got to experience the first day of high school with all my good friends. It was probably one of the most nervous moments of my life. Especially whenever the bell rang that morning to say that we had started a new school year as a freshman in high school. My friends and I walked a little bit taller that day, except whenever some senior would walk by. I had always heard about all the rumors of the seniors that would torture the poor little freshmen, and I would believe them all. So back then seniors always made me nervous. Now that I am a senior, I don’t see what all the talk was about. Unless I see it with my own eyes I probably never will.

Monday, March 4, 2013

One Random Word that Describes Myself

The word that describes me is 'caring'. This word described me because I care a lot about most things where a lot of people don’t. If it comes down to things that I really care for its hard for me to let them go. I can care a lot about the little things; it can be anything from a ring to some random person I see that I hurt or upset. Whenever I see someone upset, I care enough to take time out of my day to help that person through theirs. Everyone knows it’s hard to find someone who really cares about anything anymore. I can say honestly I am one of those people who care a lot about the little things in life or in another person. It can be anywhere from helping out another person or even trying to make my life or someone else’s life better. There are often times when it’s hard to make it through a normal day, without a caring person around to help guide you and show you that something’s can be better with a friend by your side or even just having someone there to help you. Without caring people like me the world would be a lot worse than it already is. It just takes one person at a time to make a difference.